today i did nothing great other then sleeping eating drinking and sleeping!
but one thing i think that benefited me would be looking at the survival guide for foreign students by Berufsakademie Mosbach University! at least now i know something about them!
so i blog now because i have nothing to do, is not i have nothing i just that i feel that i want to take a break. but now i guess i had to make a To-Do-List of what i need to do. i think my memory are failing..i just cant seems to remember anything.. just now was talking to shumin mummy on MSN, and we did a crazy thing. all thanks to AMANDA. she is looking for Shumin but cant see her online, so added her into the conservation but she gone missing, so left the two of us again, but we have our own conservation, quite lame and crazy, but at least it spice up my boring saturday abit. :)




look at the conservation and compare! ahah

sometimes i just don't understand people,
like people always say, you will become a better person as times goes by, and as you seen more things, but i knew a few people, that become from bad to worst! sometimes i seriously don't understand them.
i heard from friends that i don't see often, and they told me that,
people changed from bad to worst, i don't find it shocking, but what makes me think is,
why this person that was once not bad, become bad again, goes back to who she is last time.
to me i need to be constant changing to find myself and also improve myself, but i don't know why people want to go back to who they are.
for me i think i changed. and when i looked at people around me they changed too. like my cousin, he changed alot. changed to someone that is totally different!
he called me today randomly and listening to him, and compare to the him last time, i feel that he is totally different. Why people like him can change to a person that is more mature and more sensible and some people just can't change themselves or want to go back to who they were? this gives me a question mark!
i think she need to think carefully, is this the life she wants, hopping around and finding no fix point, and destroy her own friendships with people, and gain sympathy from that few others, i think this person need to think.
i had sort out of thinking and i think i am better compare to the old me.
that is already the past, people that can't walk out of their past, will never move forward.
we should always walk out of our past and continue to the future, that is what life is about.
learn from the mistake and don't let it repeat again!
people that thinks i am unfriendly and childish and rubbish, i think u need to think again, i don't think you know me that well afterall.